I always think about it. I am not even close to perfect and they are basically there. I mess everything up while they do everything with such grace. Why would they pick me out of everyone they know? It puzzles me sometimes. I am not good enough so that’s why I am always afraid you’d leave me. You leaving me would be one of the worst things that would happen to me.
So far, the happiest moment was when he came over at my house probably like a month ago and my parents let him to sleepover (: He’s the first and only guy that my parents got along with and allowed him to stay for a night. Also, when he went with me and my family to go at the beach♥ I miss that.
Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach that point because the nicest people are also the scariest assholes when they’ve had enough.
im sorry im such a fuck up
im sorry im just a waste of space
im sorry that im such a burden
im sorry that i can’t do anything right
I hate feeling like I’m not important to the people I’d drop everything I’m doing for
When talking to someone becomes a daily routine, not talking to them for days could feel like years.
You make me forget my problems, you make my day better. You make me laugh and smile so easily. It’s like no matter what you do, I end up smiling. Whenever I’m with you, you make me happier than I ever thought I could be. You’re the real reason behind my smile. Do you know how happy I could be, just by talking to you?